Give Me

Calling out, but forgive my name.
Every movement is twisted game.
Love and chaos are just the same.
Mind goes numb, gotta play it cool.
Heart so wild but I act a fool.
Built a mast, tried to break the rules.
Still I'm caught in the same old duel.
Shadow, tell me, are you real?
Or a glitch in the way I feel?
If I fall, will it help me heal?
Or just prove that it's all surreal?
Give me, give me, give me, give me.