In The Shadows

I won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer.
Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected.
Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted.
I've been watching,
I've been waiting in the shadows for my time.
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrow all my life.
In the shadows— In the shadows— They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe.
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave.
Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder.
Somehow I just don't want to stay and wait for a wonder.
I've been watching,
I've been waiting in the shadows for my time.
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrow all my life.