So Alone

I reach when I was angry; I reach when I was scared.
I reached across the silence just to find nobody there.
I reach, reach, God, I reach.
And maybe that's what hurts the most: the opposite of love.
It wasn't when I shouted; it wasn't when I cried.
It was when I stopped asking if you'd meet me halfway.
And your distance stopped surprising me.
I'm so alone, I'm so alone, in silent halls I roam, I roam.
I'm so alone, I'm so alone,
This haunted soul without a home.