Already Gone

Your hand is on my skin,
But I'm a thousand miles away from where we've been.
I used to love the quiet; now it's just too loud.
The silence says the things that I can't say out loud.
I'm already gone, though I'm lying here,
Fading through the night.
Disappear, and you're holding someone I don't recognize.
I'm already gone.
Behind these eyes.
The morning's gonna come, and I'll pretend again.
Pour coffee, fake a smile, like nothing's different then.
But something broke inside; I can't remember when.
Maybe it was slow, or maybe it's the end.
I used to need this closeness; now I need the door.
The truth is getting heavy.
You've done all of this,