Heavy Heart

All because of choices that I never should've mentioned.
Past can't move backward, truth can't pretend.
So the only real repentance is who I become in at the end.
In at the end.
In at the end.
My heart is heavy, heavy tonight.
No sweet, sweet words can set this right.
I'm not begging mercy, I'm not asking life.
I just want to live better, try to do what's right.
Heavy hearts, hold me eyes dim clear.
If forgiveness ever come, it must come sincere.
Not because me talking, not because me crying.
But because me change, and I stay change over time.