Not Coming Back

In the space that I left, is it colder?
Are you in your head?
Now it's finally sinking in that I'm not coming back.
I'm not coming back.
I'm not coming back.
I'm not coming back.
I'm not coming back.
Blood in the cousin.
Cold too high, till you couldn't reach to pull me by.
Had me right where you wanted, till the end.
But I want to go over my shoulder again.