In the End

Then look out below.
Watch the time go right out the window.
Trying to hold on didn't even know I wasted all just to watch you go.
I kept everything inside, and even though I tried,
It all fell apart.
What it meant to me will even sweat it be.
A memory of a time when I tried so hard.
I tried so hard.
And got so far.
But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
I had to fall to lose it all.
But in the end, it doesn't even matter.
One thing I don't know why: it doesn't even matter how hard you try.
Keep that in mind,
I've just gotten this rhyme to remind myself how I tried so hard.
In spite of the way you were mocking me,